hello my pals i dno how many of you still bother comg here to read this pathetic space. im currently living in limbo. i spend my entire life w abt the same 5 pple everyday. I feel as tho if i were to stop living w them my life would end. Its the same routine everyday that if I were to stop it for even a day the emptiness in my heart is just scary. I know I cant love him but I just cant stop myself.