BFFS!! <3






CAIMING...







I hate the way you leave me hanging on a string. I hate the way you can read me so well. Then agn, everyone here reads me well. I hate the way Im so dependent on you. I hate the way I am when I mention the things I say I would do for you. I hate the way I cant treat you like an older brother, the way I treat all the other laos 'geges'. Why couldnt we have started just as friends. I hate the way I have to act drunk arnd you when Im most defnitely not. I hate the fact that I have to pretend to love someone else so you would be so acted up and concerned for my safety. I hate the fact that you are such a popular guy that you have soooo many girls arnd you each day. You say Im super popular and have many guys arnd me too, but you say that knowing that my heart beats only for one guy. YET YOU STILL SAY IT. You are a fucking bastard la. I hate it when you dedicate songs to me with hidden messages, they make me think alot. And Im so sure you meant it for me to think abt it.


They say dunt ever trust men here, they are all looking for a close friend, a companion if you will, for their time here. I trust you so much, but at the same time bcuz you know I have this huge dependency on you, you use it against me.