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i am : Evangelyn Stephen;161191 commonly known as mongolia to my v close friends. If you think Im an ass for being a fan of Strawberry Shortcake`s , you can just go eat yrself up you stupid curry leaf :D |
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cal here. i figured this may be a bit long to type out on whatsapp so i had to hack into ur acct. i think it best if you removed your password tho.. if not the whole world can see it. (RE/EDIT: i took the liberty of removing ur pw from the previous post) btw, cool pw i would have never thought of such a pw. it's like ironic to a hacker if he/she is typing ur pw.. lol. anyways my dear eva.. firstly i'd like to apologise for not talking to you as often as i hoped. i've just been so overwhelmed with everything happening right now (uni, work, chauffeur-life) that i really had no time for anything else. i haven't spoken to any of my friends in sg in AGES. the only reason why i speak to my uni friends alot is because i see them around.. if i don't see them around, i think i can live without talking to them too. i am that busy. :/ hmm, our situation is similar and yet, at the same time different. i remember when i first came over to perth i absolutely HATED IT TTM. couldn't fit in, didn't have friends. hated everything. i guess you and i share the same hatred towards our situation.. which the exception that you have friends while i had none lol. but dw things will get better eventually. you just have to suck it up. BE STRONG MENTALLY. don't let people make you do the things you don't feel is right. over here my white friends tried with many (failed) attempts to make me club and tried to get me wasted. totally failed. why? coz i didn't allow them to do it. i stood firm on my values. ok mb i did give in a little (didn't wanna be a party pooper) and drank and went a lil' bit high (once, like 2 years back) but then i knew my limits and told them no when i thought i was going to cross the line. you have to stand firm. no means no, don't give in (too much) to their wants. when they realise you're serious about your decision, if they are your true friends, they'll respect your decision. STAY STRONG BUDDY :) in terms of spiritual walk, i guess what you have to do is to have the desire and desperation to get back on track. i've been through this before so i know.. when i first came over to perth, my spiritual walk was shit and it became progressively worse as i harboured bitterness within me.. i think you two might know why. it's gotta do with CDDC. LOL GG MAN. now that i think about it, i find it quite funny actually :) but yeah anyways.. my life without God became progressively shittier by the day. i was angry with my parents for forcing me over to Perth, i hated church people (LOL), i was bitter, angry, hurt, jealous over the girls who kept talking to (ahem) LOLOLOLOL.. I even hated God pls ._. yeah you get the picture. But after a while, I started to realise my life was shit only becoz i didn't have Him in my life anymore and i really wanted to get out of shithole thats when I started to desperately try finding Him again. previously, during the period where i was angry with God, i made excuses not to go to church by telling myself that the churches were too far away from my place and it was very inconvenient travelling to church on sunday mornings (bus only comes once an hour on sundays) but all that changed when i realised i really needed Him back. And God was good to me.. as you know, i'm not a morning person.. so catching the bus to church in the mornings (had to wake up at 7am pls) was really a hassle.. but subsequently he introduced people into my life who picked me up from my home to send me to church and back after. i won't say that my spiritual walk is awesome. it's had its peaks and lows. we're all human right? but at least whenever i'm at my lowest, idk, God will somehow bring into remembrance my shitty life without Him and i won't deviate anymore (well at least i'll try my best not to) :) Hopefully you'll get ur life sorted out and start to love China. i'm really loving it here in aus.. i think i'd eventually settle down here for good. can't really picture myself staying in sg anymore. going back for holidays, yes. but living there for good.. um, no thanks. hate to be all money-minded.. but the pay in sg is so crap. the last time i enquired for a job at starbucks, the manager told me i'd get paid $5/hr (excluding CPF).. so with my CPF contribution, my pay will be lower. guess how much i'm getting paid with my current job? $19.32AUD/hr on weekdays, $23.18AUD/hr on weekends and $34.77AUD/hr on public hols. NO TAX. IT'S SHOOOO GOOOT (so good). and fyi this is the MINIMUM wage set by the govt for my job. i have no prior work experience so this the minimum anyone working in my field (cafe waitress) can get. the pay increases with experience. ok money aside, people finish work at 4pm over here. singapore is like what? 8am-5pm (which extends to 8pm) working shifts? idk. AND AND AND.. sg has all the crazy kiasu aunties/uncles which i really cannot stand. esp those people who rush into the mrts without allowing other passengers to align from the mrt first. i always shake my head in dismay at them or i'll purposely make that tsk sound VERY LOUDLY AND STARE AT THEM IN DISGUST HAHAHHAHAHHA *EVIL* only down side with perth is.. there's no night life here.. ok fine, technically there is.. but i'm not into the whole clubbing thing so that doesn't apply for me. but i got used to the no night life lifestyle here. plus so long as you have a car, you can go to ur friend's house/supper at night anyways. freedom! :D oh and another down side is that you sometimes meet those really anal racist people whom i really wanna slap. but yeah just gotta scowl at them and ignore what they said. haha i remember last time in high school (like 4 years ago) i told this boy to f*ck off.. that asshole was younger than me and yet he was bullying/kachaoing me just coz i'm asian. the hell. so yes, admittedly going overseas does make you say the f word more often. tbh i NEVER used the f word in sg before.. i only started to use it after coming over to Perth.. when i was in my rebellious anti-God mode 4 years ago :/ now i try my utmost best to limit my usage of that word coz it's not a good testimony. but we're all human.. sometimes i really can't control myself when i hit my little toe hard against the leg of the table and i'm like FARRRRRRRKKKKKKK. yeah i know, u can't imagine me saying the f word right? thats coz i never say it in front of my friends. but yeah, don't wanna act all holy and claim i never used the word before.. when really, i do use it. its bad and i really try to limit myself from using it. but yeah, circumstances.. or mb i'm just finding excuses for myself.. coz i think if u really have set in ur heart and mind never to use that word, it won't even pop up when certain circumstances arise. P.S. i don't think you should continue smoking shisha.. its VERY BAD FOR HEALTH!!! and please don't smoke cigarettes. females smoking cigarettes are a complete turn off (i still love Julia as a friend tho) but girls (not Julia) who smoke = TURN OFFFFF. P.P.S. wlao why you always go for the koreans.. they very good meh? haha jk :P P.P.P.S i love you high time! skype soon! i've got 2 exams next week.. so preferably not skype this weekend. skype the week after? :) love, your cal pal from downunder |