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September 2006

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hello baby, i never once regretted falling in love w you when 2pm first came out. Who but me knew that you would turn out so awesome?

Latest off inki!! Love minzy how she tries so hard and is perfect!!

Oh happy day!

12 years pal! I love you much :D

I think I kinda know what zagx meant when she said abt th candid shot, this is such a precious photo!!

This week has been a real ride for me. I really must thank God fr pulling me through each circumstance, fr giving me strength to face everyth and fr friends to be there fr me through everyth. Thank you zagx and ham fr th first thing,yen fr th second and third thing, ryl fr the second,third and fourth thing. Thank God fr everyth! Its been an awesome experience right from getting lost in tampines, katong just to find Tung Ling, late nights at ryl just trying to find out whats wrong w me lately, chalet's insane sleeping hours and my new found addiction fr burnout, finding out abt stuff that I rather nt know in my entire life. Hectic much yes. I feel guilty fr neglecting some of my friends it sucks. Thats th bad part abt being th social butterfly I am, when all of them come together Im so lost I end up making th wrong (right?) decisions. Having said that, Im glad things turned out th way they did ytd. I really lived in the moment so I wont have any regrets and it paid off I guess. Th stuff in church was just horrendous and I never wna be in that kind of situation ever agn.

Ryl says my blog is so vague, I guess its just cuz Im a v general person. This is fr 4 pple. Good luck to you and you! Im sincerely glad fr you 4, individually and as a pair. Its time I moved on, onto finding what I really want in life and who I want. I think Im at a juncture in my life where a lot of things are changing, th steps Im about to take will change my friendships drastically but I dunt mind at all, bcuz I feel that as long as Im in God's will, everyth will work out fr th better. I told ryl my genuine feelings abt how I felt abt my r/s w th PPG and I dunt think I regret it. What clr said abt how I shld be, I dunt disagree but I dunt agree too. Its nt that I dunt love them, its just that I love them too much to wna tell them how to lead their lives. We're all so old alrdy, Im sure there are things that are better left unsaid.

Im off to enjoy th day all by myself! My dad says Im out too much and too late, I agree too. After A's have brought a new found freedom that I average reaching home at 12 every day. Am gna stay home today to prepare fr tmr and study my BTT which my parents are obssessing over everyday. I swear they just like to see me studying la.

DEC 15 2009

Last fri w Zi Ying and Karen, made me happy aft an extremely unfulfilling day.

3 awesome things in this photo, ZY, Karen and one more can you can you can you spot it??

I called this pic loveinashot muahahahhahhha :D

Sentosa w th rest!! Love them v v much really, am so surprised at how far we've come as a grp :}

Outing on SAT:

Say hello to my pony which I sincerely tried to feed, someone shld have taken a photo of that

Winners look like this generally :} Can you spot me?? muahahhahah, I personally think I am unrecognizable

Yvonne and Sin hua's zao pai action, check out damien gosh.....

Favourite photo of prom!! WE LOOK EXTREMELY HAPPY AND BLISSFUL, can never ask fr guy pals as awesome as these 3 :]

Siao derek this pic speaks 100000 words leh, Bye bye to you frm us yr single friends pahahahhahhhhh

What a day, Hannah I need you :{ Thank God fr Yen else I might die in my shock/anger/frustration all in a span of 3 mins.

Had a long talk/arguement abt trust w ryl ytd. I think Im just diff frm her, pple may hate me after I say this but this is really just the way I am. I rank my friends acc to how close they are to me. So if someone tells me someth and says dunt tell anyone, I will see how close I am to that person. Eg, If yen tells me someth and says dunt tell anyone, I surely wont. But if.... one of ties tells me, I surely will tell another tie. You get it? Its like nt say you tell me dunt tell anyone I wont tell anyone one, its like. I gotta see whats th extent of friendship btwn us. Im saying this so that you wont feel betrayed by me in th future. And of course I wont go tell any old one la, I will prbl tell pple who I trust as well. Sighza la all this arose bcuz of what ryl told me ytd...

Today is a good day despite everyth that happened!! Must learn to look to the future and cherish pple arnd me. Pple who I think are arnd me but are actl not shld just GAD. Stay safe boy!

Bye Bye

On an ep of Dolphin Bay ytd : Even I dno who I am, who are you to tell me who I shld be?

I wonder if sometimes I try to act like everyth is ok so often that I forget to feel and do what I really want. I triumph my friends over me a hell lot, which is why I rather see them happy than me most of the time. Wonder if its really paying off. What does sadness feel like? Some unstoppable pain? Its almost ridiculous the amt of things I do to convince myself that Im happy now w a new guy, he is better fr me, there will never be internal conflicts. Yep, ridiculous. I dunt think I ever felt so many emotions and yet had to deal w all of them at th same time just so I dunt seem like a brat. Alicia come back soooon!! :{ Sincere wishes fr you and you!

Emotional rock throughout this year!! Me, Zhi Xin

Love my best buds of DHS Ties!! Jia Min, Hannah, Me, Xin Hui, Melissa Zhi Xin

My support throughout everyth, thank God fr you Tze Lin!

Hubby Bubby Shun Jie!! Will miss you TTMX fr sure :[

Thanks fr the memories this year Ties -ag and melly

Had a great day out ytd, really love gng out w them cuz Im always the youngest and they all take care of me a lot! Never thought that I would have been awesome friends w them in th past :]

There are super un-glam photos of me but.........

Am gna Dolphin Bay in a minute bye!

KCRAZYYYY@!@

Because of Lee HongKi, totally like FT Island now :} Not hard to guess which is my favourite guy. No.1, Specs CHECK! No.2, Nerdy hair CHECK!

Minam singing th awesome song by TaeKyung!!

MINZY rapping and dancing at th same time awesome la!! 3.08-3.22!! Go Go Go dearest MJ!!

yay pay save the day!!

whoopeedoooooop! Did the unthinkable! kinda la, I finished You're Beautiful in 2 days yaaaaaay! All with ample sleep! And I managed to skip 2 meals by just watching 8eps on average per day yayayayayay!! Show is really predictable, acting is real good tho. Have increased my hate meter for UEE she really acts th bitch part super well. HongKi as Jeremy makes me remove th rocker image I have of him and replaces it w a super cute older bro! ShinWoo is my fav guy who loves his girl till th end despite nt getting her, like JiHoon in BBF! TaeKyung is my boy at heart, he manages to appeal w/o being too irritating not like Goo Jun Pyo in BBF, I really dunt like GJP. Aw shuck, he is just real good la, manages to break out of his shell while remaining th ol rocker of A.N.JELL at th same time. Will upload screen shots and posters when I can!! Oh yes, Park Shin Hye just abt does it as th main lead, she is likeable enough I guess. On th whole, a good show definitely! Catch it if you can!

Shuck, need to start lit tmr gosh:{